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Aporia

Paradoxical conversation, Irresolvable internal contradictions.

This is my own pain, this is my own sign, this is, my own problem.
These are my own reasons; these are my own feelings,
And I need to know what I've done.
My heart is pounding, my mind is holding on to words that have been said.

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Don't know what's wrong, I know
I don't think its real here; I don't think it's really here. x2

Innocence of me, against everything I learnt to be, this isn't real, this is all fake.
So I feel, and I fade, but nothing can erase me.

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Mid 8

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This World

One thing, is Always on my mind
A question that has no answer til we die.
Bring me all the answers,
Tell me where I'm going to

Writhe inside; Eyes Go Blind, Now you feel
Life is gone, Soul lives on, Help me rest alone.

Why do I have to wait and why can’t it all be clear?
I know this body will fall but my soul will still be there.

If you made a change, for once if you blamed,
Everyone but yourself and it was your mistake,
Where would you go, How would it feel,
To be an empty entity left buried alone?

Why do I have to wait and why can’t it all be clear?
I know this body will fall but my soul will still be there.
Will I be fine? Will I be alright in that place?
Well I'm alright; I'll wait for my time to leave this world.

Better the Epic

Sustained, we find a way of life.
Eternities will dissipate before we change our swallowed minds.
Only one, can steal this light.

Is this how it's meant to be?
No. We've got to raise our game.
No we will
Not be anaesthetized
Not be left behind.

Explained, we tell the lies we've learnt.
Fixated on the ones who don’t ever seem to get burnt.
We must change, before we can explain.

I long to find silence.
In our segregation.
'Cause I believe

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Closed Ears - they don’t need to follow.
Everyone, they don't need to change their ways.

Never

Yeah, what you've done again. One more time, is not enough for you.

Yeah, one more time,
Feeling my heart break in two.
Can’t you ever understand the pain?
That you put me through
No thought or consideration to all others.
Can’t you understand that there's more to this world than you...

Make up your mind. Self preservation. Only one thing on your mind.

So how do you, really know who, has been waiting there to see you through?
I just wish that it hadn't been me...

Yeah so you've finally found someone who don’t care for you.
How does it feel to feel down?
How does it feel to choke?
I should sit and laugh to myself about this pain you now received.
But I'm constantly thinking to myself,
You, could, have been mine for all time.

For all time. Mine for all time. For all time I will love you.

So how do you, really know who, has been waiting there to see you through?
I just wish that it hadn't been me...

End This Abandon
You'll never take me.
I see the Violence
(Inside Your Eyes)

Leave me to be, on my own, once more. Loneliness is my saviour.

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This is a stand, stand proud and disobey
Through suffocation, we will breathe another day.
Defiance . Strength. Courage and Pride.
These are the values, they feed off in life.

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You won’t ever take Over (NEVER)
'Cause our smiles will live on (FOREVER)
In our eyes you won’t see fear again (NEVER)
'Cause our souls eternal, this is our world (FOREVER)

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So in this life we're free,
But they won't let us be,
Cos there's too much hate in their lives.
So now we're suffering,
And they're savouring,
In all our hurt.

Malicious actions, this hatred they have sewn,
Woven into our hearts, despair will not be shown.
Defiance . Strength. Courage and Pride.
These are the attributes, they need inside their lives.
Need to understand what we've ever done,
To warrant all this pain that we're feeling. Feeling, bleeding...

As I Lie

Holding on to, what I've known, it’s not really easy to let it go,
Now these eyes will see the truth: Now I know, just what to be.

This life that follows me,
Won’t let go.
And everything that stops me,
I'll break through.

As I Lie
I feel my soul redeeming all it's pride,
Only Time can
Heal these wounds that I've made.

Feeling this desire, holding onto it, not the one who missed everything.
Now I'm feeling higher, higher than I've ever been, Now that I see what I could be.

This life that follows me,
Won’t let go.
And everything that stops me,
I'll break through.

Each time I see it,
I could make it mine,
By simply stating,
That important line,
See that face,
Watch it cry,
Shed a tear for you but I won't redeem this lie.

Scared to Scarred

Cold, how you seem.
White tears fall to the blade, hands quivering uncontrollably.
You Fear, Fear it’s not the end.
This pain you have is slow.

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Take Away, All of this pain you've made.
Make you stay, we’ll take it all away.

All Away, This pain you feel can not be erased.

Take, this paradise,
This life's not how it seems - this is real.
This Fake everlasting ache
Inside you tell yourself that you’re insane.
This is, really not the end.
There's ways you have to grow to be.
Scar another.

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Maybe you'll find another way,
To get out of all your pain and suffering.

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New Arrival

Start breathing life,
Time is now, Feel the world.
Time to start to see, the light of life, your new home.

Evolving into something free
Inside her she's leaving me.

Memories erased, past visions seem fading
This is what you'll see, when you come home,
To your new world.

Evolving in to something free
Inside her she's Leaving Me - You soon will be.
I feel this body moving for the first time.
I feel the redemption of a new life. A new life.

Reversal

I Rearrange, and Made a change.

So what I've been,
Is now what I see.
Surprised at myself,
I'm not like that.

Hate myself,
I'll grow to stand tall,
Til this nothing becomes all.

Same Again
I've made amends,
But I’m not the only one.
Save, Save, Say my name,
And I'll be there when you fall.

Heal my ways,
My walls are down,
Feelings numb,
I'm silenced by your words.

Holding On,
Last Breath will be,
The Last You hear from me.

Same Again
I've made amends,
But I’m not the only one.
Save, Save, Say my name,
And I'll be there when you fall.

Saviour?

We've blamed, we've changed,
And so now we're saved,
But how can we be so easily deceived?

You feel like kneeling,
You think that it will cleanse you.
But deep inside you know you're innocent and true.

So you saved this world?
You take all our pain,
You save everyone, but can’t save yourself?
Through aching hearts,
We heal through your words,
Come prove your soul to us.

You're saved - You're safe,
But how can you keep faith,
In something that you don't know if it's even been arranged?

You say it makes you,
Feel good about yourself?
Why do you need someone to tell you to get through?

So you saved this world?
You take all our pain,
You save everyone, but can’t save yourself?
Through aching hearts,
We heal through your words,
Come prove your soul to us.

This is my own remedy; I don't know what to believe.
This is my own eulogy, to the one who’s left behind.

This is a time to decide.
Are you?
Will you be?
Can you believe in?
This is a time to decide.

Will you, Betray?
Will you, Believe?

Hard to Believe,

This is a time to die.
Time's up.

Are you, still...
Believing?
Are you...
Believing?
Are you still...
Believing?
Can you
Believe in?

So you saved this world?
You take all our pain,
You save everyone, but can’t save yourself?
Through aching hearts,
We heal through your words,
Come prove your soul to us.

Drowning

This corruptible mind,
Abnegating deliberation,
Heart unshaken.
Take a crowning breath,
We're sinking deeper out of consciousness.

Consciousness.

Hold head under,
Hold my nose.
Senses Fading,
Paradise comes true.

This inquisitive soul,
Confined to this uninspiring world,
Will end soon.
Eyes aligned, and brain controls every move,
I'm ready for asphyxiation.

Breathing.
Will cease, to be.

Hold head under,
Hold my nose.
Senses Fading,
Paradise comes true.

Silent Elegy To The Living

[Stop] make yourself fade
[Break] the severance of a lifetime.
[Mould] Eradicate and Change.
[Hold] You must maintain. [This] Life [Moves] So
[Slow] In this revolving sentence.
[No] One can ever know.
[Block] The hands of frustration await you.
[Make sure] No one ever finds out the truth.

Hold my head up, feel it changing, I feel you changing.
(I feel lonely)
Broken Hearted, Feel it fading, I feel you fading.
(I feel loved)

Hold my head up, feel it changing, I feel you changing.
(I feel lonely)
Closed Eyes, Feel it fading, I feel you fading.
(I feel loved)

[Out] I suffocate,
[When] I'm in your arms.
[Feel Down] Cos I'm frustrated with myself
[Never] gonna get away from this hole.
[This space] Is growing ever colder
And never seems to change.
[Don't] Tell me these things, I know too much
[Stop] because it's already over.

Hold my head up, feel it changing, I feel you changing.
(I feel lonely)
Broken Hearted, Feel it fading, I feel you fading.
(I feel loved)

Hold my head up, feel it changing, I feel you changing.
(I feel lonely)
Closed Eyes, Feel it fading, I feel you fading.
(I feel loved)